No Ties?

NO TIES?

I choose not to see you
Today.
For I am in deep
Desperation for love
And affection.
I need the body of one
That I care for to hold
And make love with.
You are not one who
Cares to return these
Same feelings.
And to push them on
You would only drive
You futher away from
Me than you already are.

Why you would give your
Affection to one you do
Really care for and
Not to one who really
Cares about you is a
Mystery that puzzles and
Angers me.
Is it just that I offer you
Me and I stand as a man
Who wants to try a
Real and solid relationship,
Of which you are afraid?
And the other offered no
Threat to you at all?
You do not have to marry
Nor even come live with
Me if that is your wish.
I put no ties on you.
Or do I.
Just by caring?
C.D.RANSOM

Beth Three

BETH THREE

Oh how the spirit soared
This morning when I
Thought that you would go
On this trip with me.
Yes,
Damn it,
Yes,
I have a chance after all.
Exultation,
Laughter and smiles.
But later in the day,
After having seen you
Again.
No.
No you aren’t going to go.
This at least is what
Seems normal to me.
After all,
We are not what the
Other really wants,
Are we?
But I love you anyway.
The little joys you
Bring to me are well
Worth the little
Disheartenments.
For I haven’t felt that
Good in years as I did
This morning.
I hope I get some more
Of these feelings before
You are gone from my
Life for good.
C.D.RANSOM

Beth Two

BETH TWO

Being an ass man,
I am enthralled by
Yours.
So round,
So beautifully shaped.
The clothes you wear
Show it off so well
That I can hardly
Stand to see it without
Wanting to fondle the
Curves.
I long to bury my face
Between the parting
Of your cheeks.
To tongue the holes
That wait at the apex
Of that parting.
To give back to you
Some of the pleasure
That I recieve from
Just looking at you.
C.D.RANSOM

Beth One

BETH ONE

Now comes the time of
Wonder as to just what
I am feeling for you.
Is it love that drives me
To distraction?
Or is it just that you
Seem to be unavailable
To me?
Whatever the reason
May be,
It seems like the only
Cure will be for me to
Have you.
Then and only then will
I have access to the
Answer.
C.D.RANSOM