Dansideas's Blog

July 14, 2009

Post Script

Filed under: Last Lost Love 8 — Tags: , , , , , , , , — dansideas @ 12:37 am

Post Script

Though these are the last three poems, that was one more that said good-bye to this last lost love. It was set a drift upon a river in a little box and I watched it go down the river until it could be seen no more.  I sent my heart and soul with it and that ended it all. I do not remember what it said nor do I want to.

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I Think Not

Filed under: Last Lost Love 8 — Tags: , , , , , , , , — dansideas @ 12:29 am

I THINK NOT

Twin of my soul?
I think not.
If it were true,
You would know what
I feel and care about
Those feelings.
But you do not even
Give me looks that
Acknowledge that I
Am even in your
Presence.
Do you hope that I
Will some how
Disappear from your
Life?
I have no idea as to
What you are even
Thinking or feeling.
I find that I haven’t
A clue at to who you
Are now.
I wish I could seperate
The dream I fell in
Love with from the
Person I now see.
C.D.RANSOM

Love Is Not

Filed under: Last Lost Love 8 — Tags: , , , , , , , , — dansideas @ 12:21 am

LOVE IS NOT

Stop writing Asshole!
It is time to ignore
That which ignores
You.
Set your heart free.
If it wanted you,
You would have it.
Love is not for you.
Forget that such a
Thing exist.
It is all just a
Nightmare.
Someday it will be
Over.
C.D.RANSOM

3-24-96

Filed under: Last Lost Love 8 — Tags: , , , , , , , , — dansideas @ 12:16 am

3-24-96

NO MORE.
NO MORE.
Must stop
This writing.
Until this love
Is reciprocated.
I do not give a damn
About what I feel
If it is not.
NOW STOP.
NO MORE WRITING.
C.D.RANSOM

I Must Maintain

Filed under: Last Lost Love 7 — Tags: , , , , , , , , — dansideas @ 12:11 am

I MUST MAINTAIN

I must maintain my distance.
For I know you will try it
Again with —.
I know he will try to be better
This time.
I know he will fail to live up
To what you want.
Will you then wonder if I can
Be what you have dreamed of?
You set your men up to fail.
Will you try to do that with me?
I will not play games with you.
As much as you are able to
Weaken my defences,
I am strong enough still to be
Who I am at heart.
C.D.RANSOM

Love Poem 19

Filed under: Last Lost Love 7 — Tags: , , , , , , , , — dansideas @ 12:05 am

LOVE POEM 19

Smile with love in your eyes.
And I am lost that easily.
C.D.RANSOM

For Myself

Filed under: Last Lost Love 7 — Tags: , , , , , , , , — dansideas @ 12:02 am

FOR MYSELF

NO, DAMN IT!
Do not do this with your heart.
If she had any real desire to be
With you,
She would have talked with you.
She cried to come home.
But to her family, friends and ex.
NOT YOU!
Not one word to you.
Strange, but as soon as you
Decided to let go of her in
Your mind,
She returns to your life.
I begin to believe that she is
Just one more torment for the
Ace of Spades to live through.
Remember,
She has read the words of your
Heart and soul.
“Nice paper work” was all that
Was said about it.
She knows what you feel.
And yet she has left you out of
The picture of her life.
REMEMBER THIS!
For if she wanted you,
She would have let you know!
Do not forget this!
Drive it into your mind!
For the heart is weak.
C.D.RANSOM

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