JUST A DREAM GIRL
Well My Darling, it sounds like
I am not even in the running
For your heart.
I guess my dream girl was just
That, a dream that doesn’t exist.
To bad you weren’t the one for
Me, for I have never met anyone
Closer to what I want than you.
I was afraid I would lose you
Before I even got to be with you.
The tears were not in vain.
Oh well, no PTA meetings,
No chance of being a Father with
You as Mother, no you at all.
I wish it was as easy to still my
Heart as it is to write these
Words that sound so glib.
I shall hurt deep in my soul for
A long time to come.
I do not wish to hear of what
You do with the heart I desire
To love.
For it would tear mine even
More than it is now.
It’s to bad you have no real
Understanding of just how
Affected I am by every little
Thing that you do, say and feel.
You have managed or I have let
You fill every part of me.
Now comes the battle to close
You out of my dreams and
Return my heart to its iron box.
This battle will be won in time
And there my heart will stay
Locked.
For I wish to love no more.
It hurts to much when I can
Only love one who does not want
My love.
C.D.RANSOM