A GRAIN OF SAND
The Weird happening of
Night.
Worlds change before the
Dawn.
What to do about the
Day,
Should it be,
Or shouldn’t it happen?
I am no judge or master
To know.
I be nothing but a grain
Of sand ever awash with
The tides of time.
C.D.RANSOM
UNTIL TOMORROW
Tonight again I sleep
Alone,
In a place far from
Home.
Soon my house I will
Leave,
For there I can only
Grieve.
I must now get some
Sleep,
Until tomorrow this
Can keep.
C.D.RANSOM
A GHOST
Through the drugs I
Stumble like a drunk.
Mind so befuddled,
I can’t even think.
Feelings numbed,
Like walking in a sleep.
Tis good not to feel
Anything right now,
But I can’t live forever
Like this.
For one day I will walk
Off the end of life,
Not knowing I have
Lived at all.
Which means,
I must be now dead,
Like a ghost,
Haunting this world.
A world I didn’t want
To leave just yet.
C.D.RANSOM
INSANITY CLAWING
Alone and scared,
Searching for help.
Can anyone help?
Someone please help me.
Insanity clawing at my
Mind.
Can I find help in time?
I hope so or I shall
Surley go mad.
The world is closing in
On me.
Tighter and ever tighter,
Choking me.
I feel Death breathing
With its cold icy touch,
Making me shiver with
Ever increasing dread.
Minute by minute,
It creeps ever so much
Closer and closer.
Soon it will devour my
Mind and being,
Leaving me forever to
Be damned to an enternal
Hell of torment.
C.D.RANSOM
DYING ALONE
As I sit in this chair
Day after day,
Thoughts race crazily.
Like flies against the
Window pane.
Music,
Loud as it can be,
Still won’t drown me.
Books,
Like ants crawling,
Uncomprehendible,
Meaningless.
Tears flow like floods,
Filling nothing.
Is there no way out
Or in?
Is there a way
Anywhere?
Confusion,
Chaos,
Friends of my being.
So many can say it
Better than I.
I can only sit,
Be alone in it,
Lost.
Afraid,
Hurt,
Suffering,
Alone in my tears.
Which help nothing.
Words fail me,
Like a fish out of
Water,
Mouth opening and
closing,
Gasping in death.
Not understanding why,
Helpless to do anything
But die alone,
Slowly,
Horribly.
C.D.RANSOM
INTO INFINTY
Crying again,
Helpless,
Helpless against myself.
Feelings from my deepest
Places,
Places so hard to find.
Feelings so tender,
Tears fall over anything,
Everything.
Self control slipped
Into non-existence.
Blue is all color.
Water is blue,
Tears are water.
Sky is blue,
Sky is empty.
Empty unto infinity,
And into ifinity,
My feelings fly,
Alone,
Unheard,
Unwanted.
C.D.RANSOM
A QUESTION
Go away world,
I don’t want to see.
“NO” it says.
It wants to stay.
WHY?
C.D.RANSOM
ONE FUTURE GONE
Gone,
Lost in space,
Pieces scatered,
Seeing nothing,
Everything lost,
Everywhere,
Nowhere.
One future gone.
Unlimited possibilities,
Past burning
Blinding,
Killing.
From the bowels of Hell
It comes,
Tearing all,
Maiming,
Destorying,
Rending all useless.
C.D.RANSOM
DROWNING
Run,
Hide,
Nowhere,
Obscurity,
Non-existence.
Tears Creeping up,
Smile fading,
Tears falling.
Drowning in it all.
C.D.RANSOM
PAIN
Waiting,
Waiting,
Waiting.
Uncertainty,
Not knowing.
Digging on beings,
Beings crying,
“Answer me,
Answer me,
Answer me”.
Pain envelopes all,
All ceases but pain.
Unknowing pain always
Digging deeper.
C.D.RANSOM
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